{"id":3925,"date":"2025-06-29T11:58:38","date_gmt":"2025-06-29T11:58:38","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepatswalk.com\/?p=3925"},"modified":"2025-06-29T11:58:38","modified_gmt":"2025-06-29T11:58:38","slug":"she-fell-asleep-on-my-shoulder-right-after-asking-if-mommy-was-coming-back-this-time","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepatswalk.com\/?p=3925","title":{"rendered":"She Fell Asleep On My Shoulder\u2014Right After Asking If Mommy Was Coming Back This Time"},"content":{"rendered":"<p data-start=\"81\" data-end=\"191\">Maisie clung to me after I stepped out for a moment. Ever since her mom left, even small absences feel huge.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"193\" data-end=\"295\">She asked if her mom was coming back. I didn\u2019t know. So I just said,\u00a0<em data-start=\"262\" data-end=\"293\">\u201cDaddy\u2019s not going anywhere.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n<p data-start=\"297\" data-end=\"392\">Later, she whispered,\u00a0<em data-start=\"319\" data-end=\"373\">\u201cMommy said she loves me, but loves the world more.\u201d<\/em>\u00a0It shattered me.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"394\" data-end=\"519\">Lana always chased freedom\u2014travel, new places, new dreams. When she left, she said she needed space. She never called back.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"521\" data-end=\"627\">I stopped waiting and built something steady for Maisie and me\u2014remote work, bedtime stories, quiet love.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"629\" data-end=\"778\">She once told her teacher she wanted to bring a suitcase in case her mom picked her up. That night, I promised her again:\u00a0<em data-start=\"751\" data-end=\"776\">\u201cDaddy\u2019s here. Always.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n<p data-start=\"780\" data-end=\"917\">Her birthday came\u2014balloons, friends, joy. A woman named Tessa helped clean up. We laughed. It felt like the beginning of something new.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"919\" data-end=\"1052\">Then a letter arrived from Lana. She was teaching abroad, not ready to parent. Maisie asked,\u00a0<em data-start=\"1012\" data-end=\"1050\">\u201cDoes this mean she loves me again?\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n<p data-start=\"1054\" data-end=\"1119\">I told her,\u00a0<em data-start=\"1066\" data-end=\"1117\">\u201cYes\u2014but in her own way. And I love you in mine.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n<p data-start=\"1121\" data-end=\"1223\">Eventually, Lana visited. It was brief. Polite. Maisie hugged her, then returned quietly to my side.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"1225\" data-end=\"1308\">Later, she said,\u00a0<em data-start=\"1242\" data-end=\"1306\">\u201cShe\u2019s still finding herself. But I\u2019m already whole with you.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n<p data-start=\"1310\" data-end=\"1372\" data-is-last-node=\"\" data-is-only-node=\"\">That\u2019s when I realized: love isn\u2019t in words\u2014it\u2019s in who stays.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<div class=\"mh-excerpt\"><p>Maisie clung to me after I stepped out for a moment. Ever since her mom left, even small absences feel huge. She asked if her <a class=\"mh-excerpt-more\" href=\"https:\/\/thepatswalk.com\/?p=3925\" title=\"She Fell Asleep On My Shoulder\u2014Right After Asking If Mommy Was Coming Back This Time\">[&#8230;]<\/a><\/p>\n<\/div>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3925","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepatswalk.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3925","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepatswalk.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepatswalk.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepatswalk.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepatswalk.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3925"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepatswalk.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3925\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3926,"href":"https:\/\/thepatswalk.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3925\/revisions\/3926"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepatswalk.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3925"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepatswalk.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3925"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepatswalk.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3925"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}